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baby when i used to love you
12.31.04 2:14 am

Well...
I got a job.
Got felt up by a gay man who loved my "tits."
And I am well on my way to accomplishing my new year's resolution to take a lover. An older lover. Not an older "I could be your father" lover. No. An older "I know what I'm doing" lover. The older men get rave reviews.
Check. Check and Check.
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Baby when I used to luv u
Theres' nothing that I wouldn't do
I went through the fire for you, do anything you asked me to
But I tired of livin this lie
It's getting harder to justify
Realised that I just don't luv u
Not like I used to
-John Legend

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"I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous"
-Carrie Bradshaw